February 2012
One year...
January 30th reminds me of how much can change in one year. It also reminds me not to feel so sure in my ways, because things can change so quickly and outside of your control. Today is a day that I will always remember as the most difficult day of my life, and the beginning of the most needed days of my life. One year has made all the difference.
January 2012
Anonymous asked: So you have found her? Or somebody in your life like that right now?
Anonymous asked: Have you found that person yet?
Anonymous asked: Do you believe in soulmates?
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REPLY: I had a lot of things going on with me, my...
payitforwardx replied to your post: My Story: So much has changed in a year…
why did you get sent to bording school?
My Story: So much has changed in a year...
I remember very little of what happened as I was woken up exactly a year ago today. I remember hearing my mom and dad standing at the end of my bed, they were really pretty torn up. I heard the voice of two strangers, they told me that they were going to take me to a school in North Carolina, and that we could do this the easy way and make the day least difficult, or we could do it the hard way....
"Butterflies can't see their wings. They can't see...
Anonymous asked: How do you define fear????
Anonymous asked: This stuff abt getting through it with hope and good feeling is shit to some people, do u kno that? Sometimes all you need is a god kick in the ass. I know i did, and ill b thankful towards my friend for doing that for the rest of my life. she didnt say- hey i wanna help you. she said. "I'm sick and fucking tired of this, i thought u'd get over it but your just fucking sitting there...
So I went in to my dads office to talk to him...
And out of nowhere he starts yelling at me and talking so fast he’s not making any sense… I’m confused…
Acceptance
Acceptance. It’s a difficult thing to get to. There are times where you’ll really hate where you are in life. Life has an interesting way of teaching us things. The test often comes before the lesson. Just as the test will come before the lesson, this brings me into the idea of what acceptance really is. In my experience, acceptance is not just sittting down and not doing anything, but...
So much can change in a year...
This is an odd combination of a rant and post, so we’ll see how it works out.
One year ago, I was a completely different person than I am today. One year ago, I was making some mistakes that I really didn’t even realize or care about at the time. The things that I had done to the people around me were so terrible, I can’t even imagine the pain that I put them through. I look...
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So what should my post be on?
Anonymous asked: Are u lookin for a gf right now?
Anonymous asked: what does your banner mean?
Goodnight everyone, send me messages for when I...
My view on respect:
Respect is a difficult topic. I’m going to take an unconventional stance on this one though… I don’t live to gain respect. I really don’t. I live my life to earn respect, I don’t do what I do to gain recognition. Honor and respect come way down the list for me. I do what I do to help people, not to get people to see what I do. There is a reason that I don’t...
Submission:
So you think that bones are cute? You think that starving yourself or making yourself throw up makes you thin? Yeah, you may be thin for a while, but a gross, malnourished shell of the girl (or guy) you once were. You’ll have no energy, because you deprived your body of the nutrients that it needs to survive, you’ll look sickly all the time, your skin wont have a natural glow, your...
Too tired to write anything tonight... posts...
“Just because today is a terrible day doesn’t mean tomorrow might not be the best...”
– Pete Wentz (via livelifebyliving)
A submission that took my breath away:
I’ve heard people say that their life is hard, no one cares, I’m going to end it. I just have to ask : have you had someone close to you commit suicide? Do you really understand how many people it affects? I don’t think you’ve even thought about it. I was in middle school when one of my two best friends decided that it was too hard and that she didn’t deserve a...
Anonymous asked: If you could go back and erase any experience from the past, would you? and if so, what?
Anonymous asked: Can I submit a writing about overcoming tragedies? You don't have to post it if you dont like it but if it helps one person I'll be so happy <3
Anonymous asked: I made the only person I could talk to about all of my problems mad because I was mad, and now I just feel alone and overwhelmed. I can't go on.
Anonymous asked: What do you normally do to relieve stress?
Anonymous asked: For the anon wanting to hide their scars, I always use coverup. My most attentive friends have never been able to notice.
Anonymous asked: I can't believe you're single. I assumed you had a girlfriend cause you're such a nice guy.
Anonymous asked: i dont know what to do.. I want to cut again but i'll let my friend down, i already lied to her about me stopping and i really dont want to but i feel like i have to.
Anonymous asked: How do you hide scars. I'm embarrassed. I can't wear sweaters all the time...
Anonymous asked: Hi! Whatsup?
I'm so bored...
Someone put something in my ask=) Lets talk! Seriously, anyone.
Skype anyone?
Skype anyone?
Wikipedia is officially dark...
Anonymous asked: i reaaaallllyyy want to be your tumblr gf <3
Anonymous asked: Lextheprincess <---- can you ask your followers to send her messages? She wants to kill herself, I don't know if she already has. It doesn't matter though, anon or not, tell her not to commit suicide, it means SO much to me.
